Thursday, February 10, 2011


Act of LOVE

it is like a song
in a melodramatic scene
it makes me crazy
but hurts like hell

it is sweeter like a meringue
but can leave a scar deeper than the ocean
it is heaven in the earth
let's you speak nonsense words

you talk and lough like crazy
you risk and get insane
you tried but still can't hide
you love but can't be love

I was there in the dark
waiting for the sun to come out
and let light get on my way
when i found my day.

the sun may speak to me
flowers may sing on me
but the words you say
can't worth millions of money.

The silence

it kills me slowly, as
it leaves me a scar
it was lethal; but it hurts
and leaving me empty.

don't know what it is
but it was like a knife stabbing me
again it hurts but i was insensitive;
I felt it but i was numb.

I am alive but felt nothing
I suffer but still felt nothing
I am hurt but didn't say anything
I don't know it,but I have an instinct.

it was melodramatic,
but it was true
I hide it but I can't
It fades but keeps coming

the sun had set; and
had never rise
as darkness covers the place
and let pain kills me.


Sorrow

it was stupid
but the sky is dark, as
trees turn's to gray, and animals had died.

the world is doomed
as I stand there stupidly
looking like an idiot
and i cry for darkness.

i was numb
and trapped in chaos.
as god have punished me
and let me feel the pain

it was a dream
but it wasn't
I thought it was
but still it wasn't

silence kills me
as I am all alone
finding myself crying for pain
as i say stop.
Untold

it hurts like hell; when
it melts me like an ice
it torn me into pieces; as
it burns my soul.

it was not a fantasy
it is a mere fact,
it shows, but he was blind;
it is insane but i don't care

it slap me on my face; cause
it was not a dream but a reality.
it is the reality that would stay as a dream,as
it keeps whispering on me but i was depth.

it was in front of me but i was blind
it waits until it fades away
it was gone in the wind, as
it slowly fades away.

it was useless to whisper in the wind; like
it all shows sorrow of untold secret.
it will stay as it is but it hurts more, and
it makes me suffer like I'm a prisoner

it hurts to keep it but I have to
it's slowly crushing my heart torn it to pieces;and
it makes me cry rivers of tears; cause
it will always stay as a dream in my reality.




Hidden words of love

don't have any idea of things
don't know even the feeling of it
don't know how to utter a word
don't know how to explain it

i was dumb, an idiot that i haven't seen things
it was not a statement it's a fact;
but i was blind,and depth about it
keep hiding it along the way

now it has an ending would i regret it?
or accept the fact that i have thrown away
everything that is important to me because of one thing that defeated me "fear"

afraid of everything, a selfish act
that I've done in my life
a very stupid thing that may change everything
which have left me no choice but to accept it

I don't hate myself cause it was
destined to be like this; that it has
a purpose to have a better life
and now i know not expressing his self
to the world is like hell.

experiencing it makes me human
i could tell its hard but worthwhile
loving someone is not a sin but a path to a better life.


Endlessly

the sun's lights never stop to shine
trees never stop to grow as
roads have a never ending way
and as smile's never fade away

it is like god who never stops
loving his people;
a spinning wheel that never stop's to turn around
and a clay who never get tired to be a beautiful masterpiece.

the clock may stop it's rotation,
and time may pass by so fast
people are aging and getting old
and everything may come to the point of its ending.

there is one thing in this world
that doesn't stop, never end , get tired.
and never stop you to be a beautiful masterpiece
that never pass by just like a jet plane.

it always shines even in the dark like the sun
it never stop to grow like trees ; like
roads that have a never ending way
and smile that never fades away; is how love
gets on our way when i see you everyday.

Too Late

it was doomed
it was dark
it hurts, but
I was insensitive

I feel the pain
but it was nothing
I thought it was okay
but it wasn't

I saw changes
but i was blind.
the clock turns clockwise;
and everything turns backwards

i was on the way;
but i was too late
I was hurt but i was insensitive
I feel pain but still insensitive.

I let myself blind, as
I stop the clock, and
I turned away from my road;
and let my heart crushed for idiocy.